i am completely confused by the teasing events this weekend! all the promises, all the missed calls and all the booty i could of had, but resisted. on the count that i'm terribly hooked on one of the most beutiful creatures on this earth! whom i cant tell is torturing me or not. what the hell do i do?!?!?

sorry, i just had to get that out.

i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,i think too much, i think too much,why can't i just shut up!!!

12.12.00

whoa! the year is almost over, again. i love cold weather i makes everything so very quiet. you can hear the earth setteling and yourself breathing. i love the cold weather cuz it's a perfect excuse to cuttle up to someone, keeping them warm and listen to their heart beat next to yours. i love the winter.

01.02.01

dammit! i hate it when people take things the wrong way concerning my art. dammit all to hell!!! she's never gonna talk to me again. *sigh*.............fuck.....

01.03.01

no mucho solo un poco
todavia lo siento
hace llora mis ojo
dentro de me, frillo con miedo
aborido con los hechos
deprimido con estos momentos
estos puestos lejos de mi
miembros que quieren hacer el fin de mi
estas aqui para librar me?o estas para terminar me?

01.09.01

my heart is still confused, it has found warmth from another but it selfishly seek the apparent cold shoulders of another, in hopes of discovering it's flame. *sigh* damn i suck!

03.01.01

*sigh* i wish i wasn't such a wimp about women! oh yeah I'm 22 today!

04.27.01

Oh shut uuupppp!!!